Do you want me to go?

I know how you feel and i know the burden i have caused you. I know you’re in doubt and i do not blame you. I know i have to leave but i just cannot go. I also know that we seem to have no future together yet i still hope we do.

Why did we have to meet in the crossroad when i know i couldn’t stay and i know i couldn’t simply love? Why now when you have someone with you? Why did you let this happen to us when i know you could just have walked away? Don’t you think it is unfair to let us fall for each other? Did God really let us meet and challenge us to see how strong we can fight and stick to what is right?

I am sorry I can’t let go. I know i am hurting you and someone else. But why can’t i just simply have you? I know i can make you happy. I know that with me you can have what you need in your life. I can be your friend, your lover, your future and your everything. I am not contented to see us friends because deep inside my heart i want to be more than that.

 

Do we really have to conform with what the society wants us to be? Do we really have to sacrifice the love that we have for the sake of pleasing the eyes of who surround us?

 

Please don’t let me go because i do love you!

a MESSAGE REPLY…

I love you because I love you. I understand you more than you understand yourself. Haven’t you realized that without me, life is miserable for you but with me though life can be rocky but at least you are happy.

Please stop thinking that I am a mistake in your life and what we have is wrong. I am free to be in a relationship with anyone.

I am sorry I did not come to you. I was worried that you’d start running away from me again. I want you to stay put and look inside you to see what’s in there. I so badly want to hug you and erase your pain with my kisses and all my love. I can never be angry with you. You mean so much to me.

You should not listen to what other people say. But I think you are not bothered really with what they say against you and me but on your fear to fall so hard and love too much because you’re too vulnerable to pain.

Why are we hurting? For what? What are we sacrificing for? I told you that even the world ends in 2012, I won’t mind facing it. If it’s the only way I can be with you. Life with you defies it all.

Don’t confine us here and now. Life has many endless possibilities. You don’t have to be that strong to fight those who are against our happiness. And you don’t have to fight alone!

Above all, don’t fight against your feelings for me. I am here loving you….will love you in silence…at a distance if it’s what you want.

I hope you’re feeling better. Be well. Eat well. You don’t have to hurt and doubt because you know where I stand and what I feel. Just be brave enough to conquer your fears in loving me.

We can just simply love..and stop the hurting..You know me better than what they say about me. And you know I can give you more than what they say you deserve---- greatest LOVE, CONTENTMENT, and INSPIRATION…. With these we can do all things…